So last night, M sat next to me after dinner and asked "so when do you want to start"?
I played it coy and said "start what?"
He said "start trying" (which I already knew).
So we talked about it. We talked about timing and what it would mean this month, next month, the month after that. He said he's worried about the economy. I said the economy and having a baby are not related. Not really. The economy's going to be the economy no matter if we start now or in a few months.
Later I said, "if you want to wait a few months. . . " He cut across my words and said "I don't want to wait a few months."
So, I guess this is it. We're going to jump off the cliff, hand in hand. Let's hope we land softly (or at least in a soft place).