I have no idea if this is "my month" or not, but it seems to me that a full month of taking 100 mg of B6 every day has helped. I am also on day 5 of progesterone cream, but I have no idea what that's doing, if anything.
I'm spending way too much time lurking on TWW boards, etc. It's all quite ridiculous, really.
I feel crampy generally, but since I have no idea what's normal and what's not at this point in terms of my cycle, I am reluctant to get my hopes up.
Well, I sort of get my hopes up, because the getting pregnant is always the easiest part for me. Whenever we've aimed-shot-fired (oh, and that one time when we were not trying), I've usually gotten pregnant right away. [Except that other one time when we were trying after the miscarriage and I got pregnant in February instead of January.]
Then, with my hopes all up, I bring them crashing down by reminding myself that I've been pregnant twice before when it resulted only in lots of heartache.
But mostly, I try to avoid thinking all that. [I also try to avoid thinking about all the women on these boards who've been trying to conceive for almost a year, so, there you go.]
Morale of the story is: I am thankful for a somewhat normal cycle, and mostly, I am hopeful.
~Nichole
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