2.17.2009

Implantation Station


I've entered another 2 week wait. At this point, I'm doing 2 things:

1) trying not to go nuts searching for every possible, even minute, symptom and using the internet to analyze it within an inch of its life and my sanity; and

2) making deals with God, asking for the strength to trust Him and have faith, explaining that I don't think I'm the kind of woman who can do this month after month after year after year, pulling the "miscarriage" and "ectopic" cards, and asking Him to help me out a little here . . .

In the meantime, my husband is joining in the fray. At this point, he's:

1) asking me if I'm baking a baby

2) telling me how cool it will be when he has a baby to take to High Priests' meeting with him so that our baby can learn from the "old men"; and

3) coming to bed at 1:30 a.m. and waking me up to ask me what I think our babies will look like.

So, we're trying to wait patiently. I'm hoping we are successful, in more ways than one.

~Nichole

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