Out of sheer curiosity (and the littlest, teensiest bit of doubt-slash-fear), I pulled out my calendar from last year to search the history of my last pregnancy to analyze it within an inch of its life. You know, much like one tends to do with summers, boyfriends, and the like: was this like this last time?
When consulting the calendar didn't yield the information I was seeking, I turned here and found exactly what I was looking for: evidence that, despite my obvious hopes to the contrary, my last pregnancy had problems right from the start. Problems that this pregnancy is currently (and blessedly) free of.
So when that niggling fear came calling once again today, I forced it from my mind with the convincing thought that this baby will come to us if it's Heavenly Father's will. And no amount of worrying will change that.
~Nichole
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